Sunday, March 29, 2009

Shelley's Final Retrospective Blog Workshop 10

Upon reviewing notes made, passages underlined and reflecting on seminar conversations, some of the issues I’ve encountered in the course come to mind. How readers are positioned, seeing reading as a social practice, the most effective pedagogy, how to ensure students see the power of their own literacy, and what kinds of bias and experiences do I bring into the classroom every day?
I believe a key issue for me this course has been to understand how a reader is positioned by the texts we use in our classrooms. I often think about the hidden messages in media and advertising, but in out classroom materials? Shocking! When I was a newly graduated teacher, the anthologies and programs were a lifeline for me. I felt I needed those programs to ensure my students were receiving adequate instruction. The programs were purchased by the board, they met the curriculum expectations. What could be wrong? I recently looked through some of those books again, and continued to be surprised how subtly positioning happens in many cases. Indeed “student-readers’ sense-making procedures can be brought into alignment with those of the text without their awareness of participation in the procedure” (Freebody, Luke & Gilbert, 1991). Reading the passage describing the Spanish invasion of Central America (Freebody, Luke & Gilbert, 1991) illustrated further such positioning. I was obviously reading the passage from a Eurocentric position, as I didn’t even realize the bias until it was pointed out in the text. It is clear to see positioning happens to readers of all ages and abilities. How powerful language is!
In Osborne’s chapter “Some Recent Pedagogies” (Osborne, 1991), he raises the issue of curriculum. “...curriculum is a selection from the culture” and goes on to question “Who does the selecting? For what purpose? What has been emphasised? What has been omitted? What alternatives exist?” Educators need to always be thinking of these questions, and how the reading materials chosen can position readers.
Also imperative to consider is our own personal bias. While things such as curriculum and text books may not seem to be something that can be controlled by teachers, we can certainly be reflective, questioning educators. During this course, the research project has been a valuable experience. I feel it has enhanced my understanding of my own literacy development and also that of others. The discussions in our groups about our early literacy provided an opportunity to learn from each other- what it was like to learn English as a second language, books that made an impact, meaningful experiences we had around literacy. In a small group of people, no one had the same experiences. Clearly, if in a in a room of educators, we all had unique experiences, our classrooms must reflect the same diversity. The research and reflection upon my own literacy has allowed for insight to the choices I make as a teacher. Through my reflections, I am also aware that I was adept at school discourse early on. I was read to frequently as a child and I suppose was like the “mainstream children” Heath wrote about (Heath, 1998). Not all students entering school have had the same experiences with books as I did, and that is clearly evident in my Kindergarten classroom. Reading Heath’s articles have been helpful to see how other communities experience literacy. My own experiences with reading and writing are with me each day as I plan teach and assess. The research and readings in this course have made me mindful of that. The choices I make each day are now more deliberate.
The ideas of literacy as social practice and school literacy have also been an enlightening topic for me during the course. I think I have always been cognisant of the different experiences children bring to school each day, but more on the surface- mom works the back shift, dad and mom are fighting, I didn’t sleep well last night, there was no breakfast today... Many of the articles read this course look deeper into cultural experiences and the effects of different experiences on school success. “Prior knowledge figures prominently in various versions of ‘reading’ ... the use of text about which learners have limited background knowledge can be a hindrance to comprehension” (Freebody & Luke, 1990). If a child cannot demonstrate those things which indicate comprehension and reading ability, he or she is seen as a failure. That failure can follow that child through his lifetime. It raises the question for me- what else can that child do? What are the strengths that child possesses? “ Acknowledging literacy as social practice...enables us to see students not as illiterate, but as differently literate, not as deprived of literacy experience, but possessing different literacy experiences”( Dudley- Marling & Murphy 1997). Do those differences make a child’s contribution any less valuable?
I have come to understand that it is crucial for children to see the power of language, no matter what the age of stage of development. “What is critical is student’s growth into confident familiarity with many processes, and that begins with believing that they can and will succeed. The wider objective, critical literacy, encourages them to think they can, because it involves them in using language to serve their own purposes, and to interpret the events and institutions and power structures that determine their existence” (McLeod, 1986).

Articles Cited
Dudley- Marling, Curt & Murphy, Sharon (1997) A political critique of remedial reading programs: The example of Reading Recovery The Reading Teacher Vol 50 No 6

Freebody, Peter; Luke, Alan & Gilbert, Pam (1991) Reading Positions and Practices in the Classroom, Curriculum Inquiry Vol 21, No 4, Winter, John Wiley & Sons

Heath, Shirley Brice (1998) What no bedtime story means: Narrative skills at home and school, Language and Society Cambridge: Cambridge University Press

McLeod, Alex (1986) Critical Literacy: Taking control of our own lives, Language Arts Vol 63, NCTE

Osborne, K (1991) Some recent pedagogies Teaching for Democratic Citizenship

Friday, March 6, 2009

Response to Workshops 7 & 8

Response to Seminar 7 and 8 Shelley McKenney

“What is your theory of learning?” Just one question posed during an entire day of discussion stopped me cold. The knot in my stomach was not to be ignored. Just what is my theory? My mind raced for a moment before I was brought back to the conversation happening in the room. I left the seminar feeling tense and unsettled, and not sure why.
Had the question been posed five years ago, it would have been an easy answer. I had recently finished my education degree at Acadia University and had spent the previous two years reading Vygotsky and Piaget. Developmentally appropriate activities needed to be considered Children needed opportunities to talk and collaborate, learn in a safe environment, and bring prior knowledge to the classroom. Teachers were to work hard to provide experiences that would facilitate learning. We needed to provide authentic experiences and appropriate materials and teach through problem solving. Not all students learn the same things or in the same way. I was uncomfortable with any lesson that required me to talk me more than the students. Community circles were important to hold at least weekly, if not daily to raise student issues, not my issues. I wanted students to feel valued and empowered every day. My last practicum placement was in a fourth grade classroom, and I loved it.
Since then I have been teaching Kindergarten. I started with no experience with this age and was really unsure of how I could facilitate this kind of learning with 3 to 5 year olds. I had many days of self doubt and my philosophy seemed so far off from what the other members of my team were doing. Here were teachers with years of experience- I watched and what I saw was transmission pedagogy at work. I did not recognize it as that though. I made the mistake of keeping my thoughts to myself and not honouring my beliefs. I began to think that maybe I was expecting too much from these little ones. I didn’t recognize their potential and began to use the transmission method with more and more frequency. Certainly there was a lot they didn’t know and it was my job to teach (tell) them. The joy in teaching was disappearing. Kindergarten didn’t feel like the right fit for me. I wanted to change grades where I could do the kind of teaching I really wanted to do. I have realized that it isn’t the age of the children that was the source of my discontent. It was the assimilation to the transmission method of teaching that wasn’t the right fit for me. If I wasn’t excited about what I was teaching, how could the students ever be excited about learning?
Monday morning after our last meeting, I walked into my classroom and took a good look around. Did this room reflect my philosophy of teaching and learning? A small voice inside of my head said maybe not. The table in the centre of the room had diamond shapes on manila tag for the students to trace and cut out kites. Had anyone of the 36 children I teach ever mentioned a kite? Would making cookie cutter kites to decorate the room provide a rich learning opportunity? How did I get here? Once (and not even that long ago!) a passionate critic of cookie cutter crafts, and there it was, staring me in the face. I thought to myself that it would be good fine motor practice, and they would brighten up the room hanging on the walls. As I began to talk to the students about the kite “activity”, one of the children in the class asked where we were going to fly them. I have since scrapped the “decorator” kite idea. We will make kites, but they will not be attached to the wall.
Clearly it was time for me to step back and consider where to go next. I have thought a lot about the readings for Workshop 7 and 8. The readings and the seminar have allowed me to reconsider my own literacy learning, my methods of teaching, and what I believe about learning. I know that Kindergarten kids can be critical learners. These kids have lots to say and bring experience and excitement to the classroom. It is important to listen to what they are saying and take cues from their conversations. In Rethinking Early Childhood Education (Rethinking Schools Publication, 2008) there is a great chapter by the book’s editor, Ann Pelo entitled “Where are the Game Girls?” A question posed at the lunch table of 4 and 5 year olds- “Why are there Game Boys but not Game Girls?”- led to an unpacking of “girl stuff” and “boy stuff”. It provides an excellent example of critical literacy in Kindergarten. The curriculum can be met through such explorations and students learn their questions matter. All students have potential, we need to recognize it.
So what is my theory of learning? What sort of pedagogy supports my social constructivist theory learning? When considering Osborne’s chapter on recent pedagogies, I see the critical pedagogy as a good fit. Freire’s refers to three qualities necessary for successful dialogue and collaboration- love, humility, and faith. I couldn’t agree more.